A Brief Study (April 24, 2008 at 3:51am)

Lets delve into the many wrongs 
that i am guilty of committing
from a tyme of so long

Now this is just a brief study
Of wat chu see before you
a test subject
of wat havin feelinz' doez to you
it was 3:09 nd i wasn't feelin' too fine
bcuz sumthin' or sum1 was callin'
callin' out to this complex brain of mine

The voice or lack of it seemed
wanted me to be the chordz it lacked
as if to say
aj, be the spine in my back
be firm, be straight
but be strong

So with tha voice in mind
Letz examine our specimen
grab ur goggles nd gloves...
letz begin

Tha subject seemz to be 
tha opposite of cool
a reject of society
a leper in tha cruelest of ways
a shadow cast on him
by a different person
on a different day

Henry Funny Jr
be his name
says here his occupation
is a jack of all tradez
a helpful lil soul
kinda short, kinda skinny
foes he has some,
friends doesnt seem to have many

awww here ladies & gentlemen
i must stop societies great synopsis
on the specimen that u THINK u kno
bcuz tha joy dat lies within this coffin of a body
will lead u 2 realize that true individuality begins with.....ME

so...i'll take over the tour
of greatness before u
AJ Funny is da name
da shadow life is da game

we'll start our study from tha ground up
pay attention..cuz this is where i shake thingz up
from tha deepest of dark to the lightest light
me nd ma light half used 2 always fight
da clashes monumental,
tha damages, o so mental
the victor...shyt toss up a coin
cuz tha winner got control of tha loinz
nd these loinz we'd take 4 a spin
emotional control would begin
but no matter who was in control
there would always be sumin that took itz toll
toll on tha power we fought hard 4

tha joi of candy nd crazy blk people
seemed to overule our desires
bcuz dis kid is such a people person
but itz like he wouldnt kno it
bcuz da kid funny was supposedly shy
but itz like one thing led to anotha
nd sumin took ova tha guy

but i must finish tha tour
some otha day
bcuz tha sun approaches soon
nd i must fade away
rememba kidz
embrace your darkness
love your light
use dem 2getha
to make thingz right

How Green Is Your Grass?

Ok ok....Settle Down Class
Take out your brain
Set out your memories & thoughts
For today's question to ponder is....
How green is your grass???

Does that question make you think?
Make you ponder?
Make you wonder?
Whats beyond?

Beyond what?
Your yard fool....
What goes on once you step off the block
Once you're off the clock
Closed Up Shop
& Make moves

What have you missed
Who have you outgrown
Who has outgrown you
Who remains stagnant
Who's still ignant

Its funny how I speak
Like life is sweet
A far from upside down
My thumb's hue been changed
Because around me....the blades are cripsy
Soil is hard
Climate is arid
Grass is brown...

At times we try to convey like
We have Miracle Gro in our lives
And RoundUp to check the weeds
And the right fertilizer to feed our seeds
In life.....
And I know I'm guilty of the same
And I know I can take 100% of the blame

Cuz I'm just that kind of out of sight
out of mind individual
Voluntary or Forced
The shit occurs
And time begins to blur
With the mundane rotation
Of the cirlce of cycles
Like a hamster in an exercise wheel
We're doomed to let life pass us while sit still

Until we take these steps.....

Lost on the Path Pt.1 (March 3, 2009 at 3:52am)

Now i lay me down to sleep
but wen i close my eyes 
My path i cannot see
So i open them again
only to find
That the path i once walked on
Is no longer mine

.............But it could be................

See............
At the end of the Path
that i frequently traveled in my mind
we were together forever
me & myself
on tha Path to riches
on tha Path to fame
on tha Path to the world...knowing my name
but that wasnt the important thing
cuz wat made me happy
wat made my heart sing
was that fact that i had me & myself
to face any trouble
that life would bring

One day i rose out my bed
only to find
that a piece of myself
had left my mind
Panic!...all over
wall crept all over
I was alone again
forced to travel on tha Path without my friend.

A "normal person" would have felt right at home
Anyone would have welcome that fact that there was one entity
inside his brain....mayb not brain
but sub-conscience really

See.....a dual personality
Is not a skitzo
Itz more of a helping hand
Wen life, emotions, and prejudice blind me

To react without thinkin, i could now do
A timebomb of fear and anxiety
Wat to do...

I ran....

Hid myself within myself
As i let my circumstances break me down
I wanted to lash out...
at all that was around
The only thing left to do
was to search myself
cuz the Path was callin me to move forward

Nd so...that is what i must do
Rely on wat we've taught each other
to guide this vessel of a man
To reach the finish line....
that is the plan

Vacancy in ma brain
Life seems so lame
Eager to repels itz gamez
Im smilin to let chu think im sane

But im cryin
Cuz im empty
I'm So alone
Searchin' for my passionate side
~NoBoDY~....come home

MooKiE BlaCKheArT (March 3, 2009 at 3:20am)

Goldie
Mookie
Keyah
So many names
One lil old lady

Hard interior
She showz no weakness
Mean mug for dayz
She'll chew yo azz out once
Bet ya $20 you'll change ya wayz

Asshole in a half
Sweetheart in a half
To tickle her bright azz
is bout the only way to make her laugh

Equal in quantity wen it comes to entities
Much respect weneva she speaks to me
Not only cuz shes a 42 yr old lady
But her, her, & her...they keep me from goin crazy

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Shadow Dreadz

Such a pleasure knowin this loser. Yall think im an asshole....DIS lightskin bum right here is pure asshole!!! Nd yes..its bout 22.765 times worse wen she'z drivin...damn neared killed tha whole crew twice...lol...

But when the asshole Mookie is put aside, she a real thoughtful person on the inside of her aging skin. lol. She was like da 1st lady to get me sumin 4 valentines day other than mom dukez.....2 giant bagz of skittles and a BLK & RED dog....ma fav. colors....letz b real...tha lil fukker sho knowz how 2 make a nigga smile wen he needz it most....nd i do tha same 4 her cuz she ma 2nd favorite asshole...(I'm my own favorite asshole cuz i just take it to a whole 'notha level)...but im thankful to have dis woman on my side

~MooKiE BlaCKheaRT~ aka Shadow Dreadz

Lady Richardson (March 2, 2009)

So much soul
Wrapped in a "small" package
Poke her tha wrong way
The geech will come out
Nd thou shall receive smackage lol

There'z so much that could be said
about this lil bundle of joy
to remain in her life u must kno
that she'z fun to be around
be she'z not a toy

Best Friend in any form
She is her own category
No lies, no fairy tale, no shame
I wish more would study her claim to fame

If i was ever losing myself
I'd rip out my own soul, 
put it in a box and tell her 2 guard it 
Cuz i'd know she'd never let it go

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I've known Naja since i was a lil junior @ West Meck. Still fresh to tha wayz of tha souf..I didnt kno that many people but i knew she was sum1 u could turn to. she was tha type of girl that looked like she would have tha "Big head" cuz she was bad...but no....Not even. So down to earth...Itz like she was tha type of girl that shyt froze wen she walked in the gym lol...had the biggest crush on her throughout the school year...even got cuzzed out wen i didnt ask her to prom (wat can i say...i thought she'd say no)... Skip the sad story tho...

I'd go 2 the end of the earth for this one, cuz i kno she'd do it for me....nd if eva i fell in life, i kno that b4 i bust ma face wide open on tha concrete she'd b there 2 catch ma blk azz

Everyone, myself included, can learn something from her being. She'z everything you'd want a bestfriend to be. An individual at best, never to be tamed. 

she'z one hell of an individual (rare thing in this world)
she'z one hell of a friend
she'z one hell of a dancer (lol)
she'z one hell of a leader
she'z one hell of a WOMAN (key word).

Sooner Or Later.....My Interpretation (February 24, 2009 at 10:53pm)

Sooner or later it all comes crashing down (crashing down)
Crashing down (crashing down)
When everyones around
I bet you would of paid up all your cash down (your cash down)
And not make a sound (to make a sound)
When everyone knows now

So your sad
About the moment
You lost your love (damn)
You couldn't see her leaving (you were gay)
And that sucks don't it
Cause god yanked the rug
And holding your heart will not help you breathe

Sooner or later it all comes crashing down (crashing down)
Crashing down (crashing down)
When everyones around
I bet you would of paid up all your cash down (your cash down)
And not make a sound (to make a sound)
When everyone knows now

It all comes crashing

Down
It's over leave it


So your sad
And you should own it
That you fucked up (damn)
You thought that you were the team (you were gay)
And now your opponent
He wears your gloves
A nightmare just ate up your dreams

Sooner or later it all comes crashing down (crashing down)
Crashing down (crashing down)
When everyones around
I bet you would of paid up all your cash down (your cash down)
And not make a sound (to make a sound)
When everyone knows now

It all comes crashing

Down
It's over leave it


So your sad
Could have had so much done
You blew it off
Your chances passing you by (you were gay)
Time waits for no one
And it costs for a loss
A cosmic joke
Should you laugh or cry

Sooner or later it all comes crashing down (crashing down)
Crashing down (crashing down)
When everyones around
I bet you would of paid up all your cash down (your cash down)
And not make a sound (to make a sound)
When everyone knows now

It all comes crashing


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Bad things happen
thats a given
But realize bad things happen to everyone
And with that comes the reason that this is one of my favorite songs
Bcuz i happen to kno that I have those around me that will pick me up wen times get hard
Bcuz i kno that they will b there to tell me itz time to move on 

"ITS OVER........LEAVE IT!"

Cuz no matter wat happenz i kno tha sun will shine anotha day
Cuz i kno with them...even wen im away from....shyt i feel Right @ Home
Cuz i kno im neva alone
Cuz i kno when they look @ me...they wanna see me smile
Cuz i just kno....bein around these niggaz...is/was/will be worth my while
Cuz i kno they'd want me to be there wen it all comes crashing down on them.

I'm Sick

Funny how life waits
For the right moment
To rub it in your face
Impeccable timing indeed it is
None greater perhaps than this.

Years ago I discovered a beast
a virus, a plague, an epidemic
That took over my body
Corrupting my life
Inserting more darkness
Depleting me of light.

In order to combat such an evil
I quarantined myself in a cage
and there I remained
until I was able to control the beast
But control was always the least
of my issues.

I had to learn to combat the side effects
The comments
The rumors
The lies
The eyes
Following me once I left the cage
The thoughts from others
Wondering when things will be the same
For the silence was driving them insane

Silence......
The DEAFENING SILENCE.....
The pin drops
And drips from water spouts
Only helped my darkness grow
And keep the beast at bay
And until I get this thing fully in check
.....In my cage I shall stay

...Cuz I'm Sick

Itz A Beast! (February 24, 2009 at 10:26pm)

An issue begins as a germ
Small in size
Yet the issue has to potential
To rip humans apart
How you ask....
Fill it with lies

See...the issue is planted in the mind
Of a select few
But frustration coupled with silence
Multiplied over time
Nd it exponentially....grew
now the germz tha issue created are spreading an alarming pace
they infect tha body at such an alarming rate
nd itz funny how the germs of an issue are spread
cuz it happenz wen nd only wen.....
wordz are said

See...the frustration beginz to mount
Nd the initial victim just wantz to let the frustration out
So he does...to his friend
Tha friend doesnt kno it
But the issue is now in him
spreading in his body
his emotions all change to match that of the initial victim
all rationality goes out the window
Wordz become ur worst enemy
Because you want no part of it
Until curiosity bitez u in the ass
Now you wanna kno watz up
..SIlly Fool...you have no clue
That the issue virus...is now in you

As your friendz story is told to you
You feel your emotions become twisted and confused
"Wow...damn....nigga i had no clue"
Words that come to you
As u begin to formulate opinions
of the ones you "thought" you knew
But wait there kidz...itz not done
Cuz now u have the strongest to tell someone...

See....You find one of your closest peoples
Someone you kno u can tell
Cuz if u dont soon
You're gonna crack like an egg shell
All this talk, whether true or false is going
All this time, the issue is still growing
Multiplying.....Spreading.....
Evolving.............

Cuz now the virus has got back to the other original party involved
Nd now it seems like thingz will never be resolved
Bcuz the virus beingz anew
When intial victim #2
tellz his crew
watz been goin down
& on the other side of town
the virus has already done its job
bcuz all reason is gone
Nothin is left is hate

The virus isnt there anymore
It has evolved once more
All that stands are two Beasts
One from victim #1
One from victim #2
but this aint japanese tv
tha Beasts aint finna take this to the streets
Cuz u dont understand yet do u
The Beast comes only to destroy lives
Take friendshipz, nd leave nothing but hate and spite
Cuz it will swallow you whole
Nd the you...that I once knew
will never be seen again
Nd of course you'll b ma friend
But....from a distance
Cuz i aint catchin no virus
Not again....no way

So look forward to a time of no me
Cuz this bullshyt is mad painful to see
I've handled my virus
And its hard to watch from a distance
Knowin all tha great shyt you'll miss
But at wat expense?
Deedz were done
Ties were broken
But time heals all wounds
Thatz if you dont let the Beast Consume.....