AND....YEAR 19......CUT...>]Beautiful!!! (April 7, 2009 at 12:07am)

As a year of my being
Comes to a close
Itz only right that i let those know
Thatz itz both my friendz, family, & even enemies
that make my soul glow

itz my friends that i hold dear
for without yall
who else would be there when my great ignorance appears
who would i run to, when problems arise
who would i turn to, when it seemed tha world left my side
but just as their ears were open for me
it was plain to see
that my ears, & arms 
would protect them from any harm
i live for ma friendz
cuz i have faith that they'll ride for me
i'm not doin me bcuz society tellz me to
i'm doin me cuz i'm leavin ma legacy!

Now while i hold my friends in the highest esteem
I hold my enemies higher than my dreams
for it is without you that i could not rise up 
i rose up from the ashes
took ya negative & wiped ...yes...i said ....wiped ma ass
turned ma head to the sky 
nd began to ride ma path to greatness
Just bcuz we dont see eye to eye dont make you an enemy
But tryin to slow my stride.....well.....
I couldnt give a damn o wat u think of me...
CUZ IM GREAT...HOE!!!!

Year 19 was a trip
Year 20 is on tha way
But to me....
This is only just another day
Dayz that pile on
Recorded in the Lord'z eyes
Cuz im just tryin 2 make it to tha next prize
Next Prize = Next Day

I Appreciate the world
For wat it has given to me
Not a thing will ever make me wanna take back
ANYTHING that has happened to me
Cuz ima leapfrog it, nd chuck a deuce
Look out during this next 365.....
~HeaRTleSS~ & ~NoBoDY~ are on the loose!!!

Yea...caught cha eatin....got em!!PARKIN LOT CARNAGE!311 HOE!...NUFF SAID

{my cage} (March 20, 2009 at 6:58am)

welcome to my cage
allow me to give you the tour
to a place & time
you've never been before
As you walk in
You quickly come to recognize
This is no ordinary cage
No chain-link fence, no padded walls
Look up...you'll notice that there'z no ceiling at all.....

Duh...simply bcuz
Skies the limit here in the cage
I rise above all with my calm & my rage
When i need to escape
I dont look to buses, bikes & cars
I simply release my stress
Nd rise til i'm amongst the stars

No weed usage here,
adrenaline is my drug
used in moderation
my cage is my home
my cage is my nation
there are rules
And before any rule 
comes to ride
it must meet approval from my 2 {Two} sides....

Tha cage is my refuge
Wen Life turnz its back on me
Tha cage is my rehab
Wen Friendz & Family hurt us
Tha cage is where i make lemonade
Wen life handz me a shytload of lemons
Tha cage is my origin
For this is where tha "Great Mind Split" began
Tha cage is where I stand
Tha cage is where I will end

Though it takes some focus
Searching for an answer, you'll soon find
That this cage
Is not room 310b, it aint 311.....
This cage
It Exists in my {Mind}.....

Twirk....wat a loser (March 20, 2009 at 5:36am)

Queen on the dance floor
Make dem boiz say AYyyyyyyyyyy
Dance wit her once, 
you'll neva want her to go away {She got dem stalkers..lol}


She's so High
She lives in the sky
I look into her eyes
They're depth is 'bout a mile
She'll make u smile without making a sound
Gutta chick to have around


Tough shell
Tougher inside
Exquisite, passionate, and deep
Not the ordinary gurl you'd meet on tha street
She got her own mind
Nd yea...itz strong
wit her fat head by ya side
how could ya go wrong
I thought dem swamp niggaz woulda learned
Passin on dis one...wat are yall on??? {lol}
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Jeez...4 years i've known dis loser. Nd i can honestly say that through all our upz nd downz nd shyt.... she'z still one of the few people i can turn to wen i need an honest opinion... at least i kno she'll tell me that im fuckin up...cuz i do tha same 4 her hard headed azz..Spent many a night chattin, talkin, just actin a fool til tha sun came up..wouldnt take back anything thatz happened between us..at least i can say we got a true friendship...it aint perfect...but wat is in this world..It may seem that i kno alot about her....man please...i have so much to learn about this one...but I think itz better that i dont kno everything on the inside all at once...killz the excitement nd shyt like dat...cuz u still kno u got alot to learn...i fux wit it lol.....

Thanx 4 bein there loser

{This song is wat made me think of her}

She'z So High
She reaches the sky
Look into her eyes
She'z So High
She lives inside the clouds
She Silence is Loud
She Screams without a sound
So Profound

--Charles Hamilton

Grape Ape! AKA ~Dance-a=holic~ (March 11, 2009 at 3:48am)

Spartan born
Aggie Soul
Flock 2 Tha Negro side of town
2 escape her Uncle Tom Hell Hole lol

Free spirit 
At her very best
Free spirit
At her worst...no less
The girl dances her pain away
The girl dances all damn night
The girl dances all damn day
The girl dances alot 
Thatz all im sayin
I mean shyt The girl dances
Wen no music is playin

Great Friend
Fat Head
Partyin wit her keepz ma blk azz in shape
Greatest Spartan -Aggie mutt
Datz ma Grape Ape

Mizz Disco Inferno

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Met Grape Ape earlier this year. My, My, My....wat a loser!! (lol). Letz look @ tha facts...She'z from UNC-G (lame)....she from Raleigh(super lame)....did i mention she from UNC-G(wow...wat a lame). but on tha serious tip, i never thought i'd add her 2 tha magical list of "People i'll kick some ass for"..Letz see...it took me some months 2 even give tha lil fukka a hug...lol...but ooo behold her shame showz up wit tha rest of tha "Furious Five". In my eyes she'z an Aggie 4 Life...as a matter of fact, i'll b awaitin her transfer papers by the end of the month lol...Come on home Grape Ape!...Tha family is waitin for ya.


GRAPE APE

...Mizz White (March 8, 2009 at 3:15am)

Emotional wreck
some might say so
couldnt give a damn
cuz wen i see her smile
it makez my soul glow

Glad she ventures up to the third floor
nd everytime i call i say
"Bring yo azz"
she say ok...come get tha door
Basketball shorts & bandana tied
If sum1 ever told you
Torri wasnt that shyt
i'd have to pimp smack ya
nd say "Nigga you a lie"
Torri me kno you reAdin..lol
nigga dont you start 2 cry....
but i'll tell u truth
i see pure greatness & love
weneva i look through your eyes (behind them damn glasses tho)

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Me met Torri wen she fell off a damn chair....strange isn't it...little did i kno that lil drunken monkey would soon be one of my greatest ladies to turn to wen shyt seemz out of wack. Nobody can say she's not real...The girl is pure human..i've seen her smile, i've seen her cry(no more of that shyt!!!), i've seen her concern, i've seen almost every human emotion in this woman..Nd even tho she still has a long way to go wit some of her insecurities....the WOMAN (key mutha fukkin word...(dont, mind me.....blame the skittles!)) still manages to be there weneva i need her no matta wat time in the AM it is...6AM for example....

Me love Me some Torri...AKA...Booty! lol
Hate me later...

...Part II.... (March 8th, 2009 at 1:55am)

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....Itz gonna be a struggle
....Datz wat he said
....Life is hard wit one mind
....Trouble & stress will eat you up
....Make ya wish you were dead

Well.....i wouldnt go that far
I was sittin in tha passenger of my nigg'z car
dreamin of genie
wen it came to me
To real to be fake
......or was it?
A vision?
Hallucination?
Had i overdosed on skittles or somethin?

All that was in front of me
In my sight was the path
Path of life i was forced to walk
& travel & stroll & wander alone
tha path i used to walk with anotha who called my mind "home"
I was all alone now in tha giant dome

Within a split second
I sat face to face
With tha being,
of which i shared this place
Calm in nature as usual
Such a contrast from my assholish demeanor
He stood as if he'd been on some great journey
On some Old school chinese student seeks teacher...(lol)

Nd so while i slept
They talked
Interesting convo
U wont see it all
But i'll give u a lil promo
...........
(U can tell who talkin...or can u)

-Where have you been
=i been out my friend
-Itz been hell since you left
-Shyt...it was hell that made you leave
=Or so you presume
=So you think all this time...I've been takin time to grieve
-Well, yea....you are kind of a pansy
-Well....from wat i can see
-So then shed some light
-Why did you leave me
=Its simple kid...
=I left you....for you
-Nigga wat??????
=Itz time for you to realize tha harshness of the world
=To realize wat pain is...instead of making others grieve
=It was time for you to recieve.....

So it seemed my dark was being punished
Or you'd think that was case
Due to the length of the convo
I'll quicken up the pace
The point is that both sides must be able to handle the problems of the world
Whether it was school, family, nd yes.....even girls
If one was ever to disappear from my frame of mind
There had to be some form of insurance
That one could carry on and be just fine

The events of D-Day
Caused a rift in my soul
It shed some light in my system
Contrary to popular belief...
It did not create a black hole
The rift created an issue
The issue spawned a question
That question gave birth to an answer
The answer states that i am fine
But there is no definite timer wen it comes to the healing of the mind

~NoBoDY~ took a heavy hit
~HeaRTleSS~ is not made to be rational wit shyt
so the decision was made that tha evil nigga must know
what to do if the other must go
the light is not back with me yet
There is more he must not forget
Trust is an issue
Destroyed by issues
But human is human
Nd datz all i see
All in me
All in you
nd as an evil nigga
wat do u expect him 2 do

Dont expect me to be a complete ass
I kno EXACTLY where my loyalties lie
Becuase if you look deep into the darkest corridor of my eyes
You'll catch a glimpse of my light
In my pupil you'll see ~NoBoDY~ smile

A Brief Study (April 24, 2008 at 3:51am)

Lets delve into the many wrongs 
that i am guilty of committing
from a tyme of so long

Now this is just a brief study
Of wat chu see before you
a test subject
of wat havin feelinz' doez to you
it was 3:09 nd i wasn't feelin' too fine
bcuz sumthin' or sum1 was callin'
callin' out to this complex brain of mine

The voice or lack of it seemed
wanted me to be the chordz it lacked
as if to say
aj, be the spine in my back
be firm, be straight
but be strong

So with tha voice in mind
Letz examine our specimen
grab ur goggles nd gloves...
letz begin

Tha subject seemz to be 
tha opposite of cool
a reject of society
a leper in tha cruelest of ways
a shadow cast on him
by a different person
on a different day

Henry Funny Jr
be his name
says here his occupation
is a jack of all tradez
a helpful lil soul
kinda short, kinda skinny
foes he has some,
friends doesnt seem to have many

awww here ladies & gentlemen
i must stop societies great synopsis
on the specimen that u THINK u kno
bcuz tha joy dat lies within this coffin of a body
will lead u 2 realize that true individuality begins with.....ME

so...i'll take over the tour
of greatness before u
AJ Funny is da name
da shadow life is da game

we'll start our study from tha ground up
pay attention..cuz this is where i shake thingz up
from tha deepest of dark to the lightest light
me nd ma light half used 2 always fight
da clashes monumental,
tha damages, o so mental
the victor...shyt toss up a coin
cuz tha winner got control of tha loinz
nd these loinz we'd take 4 a spin
emotional control would begin
but no matter who was in control
there would always be sumin that took itz toll
toll on tha power we fought hard 4

tha joi of candy nd crazy blk people
seemed to overule our desires
bcuz dis kid is such a people person
but itz like he wouldnt kno it
bcuz da kid funny was supposedly shy
but itz like one thing led to anotha
nd sumin took ova tha guy

but i must finish tha tour
some otha day
bcuz tha sun approaches soon
nd i must fade away
rememba kidz
embrace your darkness
love your light
use dem 2getha
to make thingz right

How Green Is Your Grass?

Ok ok....Settle Down Class
Take out your brain
Set out your memories & thoughts
For today's question to ponder is....
How green is your grass???

Does that question make you think?
Make you ponder?
Make you wonder?
Whats beyond?

Beyond what?
Your yard fool....
What goes on once you step off the block
Once you're off the clock
Closed Up Shop
& Make moves

What have you missed
Who have you outgrown
Who has outgrown you
Who remains stagnant
Who's still ignant

Its funny how I speak
Like life is sweet
A far from upside down
My thumb's hue been changed
Because around me....the blades are cripsy
Soil is hard
Climate is arid
Grass is brown...

At times we try to convey like
We have Miracle Gro in our lives
And RoundUp to check the weeds
And the right fertilizer to feed our seeds
In life.....
And I know I'm guilty of the same
And I know I can take 100% of the blame

Cuz I'm just that kind of out of sight
out of mind individual
Voluntary or Forced
The shit occurs
And time begins to blur
With the mundane rotation
Of the cirlce of cycles
Like a hamster in an exercise wheel
We're doomed to let life pass us while sit still

Until we take these steps.....