One Day Mayb (09/15/08)

Times neva cease
Gravity does pull
Things Flip (Brookmere!)
I'll trip
Nd wen I fall in life, It hurts

But Then I thought
Wat if One Day Mayb...
Wat if I Fall, Nd I doesn't hurt?
Wat if i cease to feel?
Feel joy
Feel pain
Feel life's sunshine
Feel life's rain
Wat if One Day Mayb...
I go from a being full of life
To just an empty shell
To cast human emotion
To the gates of hell
Into exile, out of sight
Out of mind.
Wat would it be like
If i saw you cry
I couldn't feel your pain
If i saw you mad
Id let you go insane
If you smiled at me with your eyes, 
I wouldnt catch the jist
It seems as tho the world as i kno
would cease to exist
If one day mayb....

Its like some of us treat those close to us.
Like all feeling has left our bones
Like past, present, & future feelings no longer hit home
Tears of sorrow are like ghosts
They go rite though you
Silence is a knife, cuz it'll tear right through you
Thats why i speak my mind
Bcuz a closed mouth leaves the world nothing left to do but assume
And we all kno damn well tha world assumes the worst
So open your mind, mouth & ears
Cuz you can't assume the "true" life i live
Cuz you can't handle the "true" life of a

Flipped (08/27/08)

Welcome Back...

Society's Been Tryin Me
Love's Been Lyin 2 Me
Evil Hidez in Me
And Still I try 2 be
The best person that could ever reside in me.
And they say...I flipped

BUT...

Is it I who took a life 360
or is it those who sought to frighten me
those who want to see me
Back where I shouldn't be
Those who could neva see
What true "depths" lie in what they see
Because they see me, and yet they can't see "ME"

The "ME" that sleeps, wen I'm up
The "ME" that awakens wen I want to give up
The "ME" that is fearless
The "ME" that I call my "HEarTLeSS"
The "ME" that always & forever shall be a "WE"

Ma Bro told me "Be Ready"
CuZ Shyt Gon Flip
Gravity Gon PulL
Cuz We All have our gifts
But with a gift, comes our curse
Cuz we have a Curse
The Curse is the "ME" on the inside
The Curse that we've all been given to demonstrate
To the World that our life was not a fluke

Heartless/Nobody (Part 2) (02/28/08)

So i suppose you was waitin 4 me 2 explain

Da second part of the name

Tha name dat branded ma soul

That began tha tale

That tale that is now beginning anotha chapter

A chapter in tha story of a legend

Nobody

Lame, wack, social leper, those were namez for it

It always seemed dat i was an outcast

Seemed to be no avoidin' it

Wateva was happenin in tha world,

i was usually four steps behind

Night life............wat was dat

I stayed in da house and dat was dat

Final Fantasy nd mayb a lil madden

Mondayz were tha worst

Always had 2 listen 2 othas bout wat had happened

Man just 4 once

I wanted 2 b apart of it

But I stayed away

for fear of rejection

I became a member of my own section

outcast of society

but never did i lose

tha tru part of me

never felt tha need 2 fake a front

to put on a big stunt

fittin' in was neva dat important

i rocked ma cheap azz shoes

each and every day

excelled in sports

nd brought bak All A'z

that face in tha clouds

still refuses to fully surface today

but im lettin ma good side show

the dark part of mah life

helped me show my light

to those that kno me

dey kno im right

where'z there'z light

there'z also tha dark

i've learned to live with both

nd never will we part

my light keepz helpz me smile

my dark keepz me alive

put them 2getha...u have a man wit pride

AJ is ma Heartless

Henry is ma Nobody

Put em 2getha

nd u got 1 hell of a sumbody

so people

embrace your darkness

cherish your light

use them both

to do wat chu feel is rite