My Game 7 Prediction

Heartless/Nobody Part 1 (02/22/08)

Some of you are wondering

Y i call myself Heartless

some of you ask me why

some of you could care less

I've told few the story

But as it won't let me sleep

I think itz only right

That i let chu kno the tale

That my rotten heart keepz.

Heartless

There are times in ones life

Wen the world in which we know

Erodes in our face

And we are left

With no where to go

7th grade was the time

Up until this point

Life, i guess, was pretty fine

But that all changed

wen he left from my home

It seems dat after that day

All that resided in me was skin nd bone

I shunned the world

Became a bookworm

All A'z was tha game

But dat was just middle school

Tha time wen tha rest of my peers were starting to act a fool

But me...nawwwwwwwwww

Just wasnt my thing

Nver did i go out

never did my phone ring

Dark times call for dark thingz

Nd dark thingz came to me

Ma dark nature

Allowed me to see

I saw their ghastly figures

A faint glow they did have

I'm talking about dead people

If u must ask

At Last!

I had friends

They talked

I listened

Nd it worked vice versa

They told me of how my heart

Or lack of i should say

Called out to them

Each and everyday

Da conversations, interesting

yet i kept that to myself

Didnt wanna be checked into tha psycho ward

At least not yet

But to conclude

That dark half of me feels more alive

The past few weekz have made him harder to hide

Im older, mentally stronger now

But im becoming gradually anti-social again

Nd yes...i kno i have friends

But wen u feel that tha entire world has turned its bak on u

It creates tha empty black hole that doesnt consume u

It changes u

Into that empty shell

Tha shell that plauged my past

Tha past that shaped tha boi b4 u now

Tha boi that does all that he can

To see that the feeling of joy never leaves him again

I Neva Forget (2/19/08)

Woman in these troublesome days of mine

Somewhere in the middle/back side of my mind

I neva 4got wat we had

Nd i hate tha fact dat i made u mad

But it still standz that we both still care

Nd if u call trust ill b there

Nd if sum1 lay a hand on ya

U already kno tha handz will b there

Ur growin up nd im glad to see that

But hopefully not too fast

Cuz we've see wat happens to those who act too grown

Their name is lost to tha streets

Never to be owned

By tha owner again

But chu

U got that light

Nd i pray not for my sake

Dat ur next man treats u rite

Cuz u kno me

I lovez to fight

Nd if u must kno,

i dont have a whole flock of groupies here at school

Mah greatest but groupies...dat just causes issues

B cool

I'll see u one of these dayz

Nd u betta make me dinner wen i come say hey

wHAT dOES iT mEAN?? (02/19/08)

They say life is what chu make it 

So wat is it wen u hate it?

Wen the fantasy that brings joy to ur soul

Disappears and leaves u bak at tha black hole

Where u 1st started

U try and tell urself

Wait it out and be strong

But the person inside doesnt wanna be calm

It wants to rid itself of the taste in its mouth

Tha taste of agony,

the smell of defeat

It wants to wash to dirt of tha world off its feet

But What does that reveal?

Bucz some see dirt as something to hide

But in reality, mayb dirt is something used to hide

DIrt covers of what we actually feel inside

DirT protects us from tha truth

So I wonder how many how of you reading this 

Are asking yourself this:

Y do I do the things I do?

Mayb its habit

Mayb its tha desire to not be alone

Me, its the strong hate

Of what calls my heart its home

There are some things

Which some are not supposed 2 see

Some thingz that lay inside of me

Nd i kno im not alone

So mayb i cant condone

The thingz i see nd do

But that wat makez me different from u

I've done a good thing making my light shine

But due to recent actions

This little light of mine

Doesnt wanna shine

Is It wrong

To embrace the darkness

That callz my heart its home

Tha dark part of my past

Came bak 4 me 

Wen i was knocked on my ass

For those who worry of my well-being

Worry not, u will not see the change

Just kno that there are two entities

That inhabit my brain

------"Heartless"