Kid HeartLess ---- I Believe

Honestly.....I have no idea where I wanted to go with this video. The song was carrying me in so many different directions. The bassline was resonating with my soul so I had to listen carefully and follow my body's instructions. What came out was a simplistic way of letting of letting my inner thoughts reach the outside world without actually going in depth of what's really on the inside of me.....Enough with the chit chat though.....Enjoy!!!!

Old Poetry - A Conversation With Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (Part II) (11.28.07)

A Conversation With Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (Part II)

AJ Funny 
born April 7th,1989
here liez a child
dat lost his mind

Outspoken in everyway
Skittles is on da menu of his life everyday
Lives life likes it tha last day of school
Lives life likes its all a fool

He lovez tha crowdz, lights, nd excitement

But itz not all fun nd gamez
While Henry sees wit his mind
This here wittle body of mine
Is AJ'z temple
His place to rest, wit it he makez otherz examples
Examples of his body
a Body that is Broken nd dismantled
He would have it no other way

Born without "true" anklez
2 Broken wrists, A long nd short arm
wit his lil s-curved spine All he did was smile, nd step on tha rugby field
nd he made othas feel tha pain dat he feelz
Body alwayz aching, he neva complains
Bcuz he could be dead, gone, slain....

He lives like a fool
Cuz it could be gone
So dont say he's niggerish for no reason
Itz ok if ya call me mean
he sayin wat comez to mind
Cuz he callz em as he sees.

But wat he sees, he does not see
Cuz within his body
Is sumin 2 see
He's tha master of his temple
He's knowz all that goez on
But he does not need this flesh
To take tha world head-on

The eyes he has sees b4 u are seen
The ears hear b4 u speak
His body workz faster than tha flesh
Superman....no...AJ is AJ
wit a few gifts
no abuse of power
but a use of resposibilty here in reality
Puttin ya body in da wrong situation
Will give u a true glimpse of tha lack of rationality
That man has for one anotha
Thatz why he speaks for himself 
Wen tha tyme is right
He doesnt pop gunz
He doesnt square up nd fight
He just playz...cuz thats all he has left
All he has left...until his flesh sells out
Nd leaves his body caught...
Caught in society that doesnt want him there
Caught in tha world that destorys freeness
Tha freeness dat envelops his soul
Itz his soul dat he will neva let go......

Attention Attention.........

I FEEL LIKE SKATING!!!!

Old Poetry -A Converstation with Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (11/28/07)

A Converstation with Henry Funny...by AJ Funny

This is not TI VS TIP
This is nothin u see on TV
Im lettin tha world kno..wat happens to me
Wen two mindz match witz in one body

But before we enter tha conference room of the mind
Im going to introduce you to tha polez of mah mind

Henry Funny born April 7th, 1989
Was a child gifted with tha power of the mind
Be careful of wat chu think
Keep your thoughts to urself
For he can hear all that is not said with a breath
Where this came from, I'll never know
But ill tell you
It is not my eyes that tell me where to go
It is not my ears that tell me wat i hear
It is all in tha corridors of mah mind
That i hear, see, nd say
All thats in mah way

Wen u see Henry, he is not alone
For Henry has a secret, that few would choose to own
Tha eyes that Henry was given
Must've been cursed with sin
Because he knows that tha spirits of the earth
Still walk with him
Not superstitiuos for I have proof
There is no poof, no cloud of smoke
They are just there, ask goldie, no joke

Tha day Henry was shot, his brother appearer over him
Sucked his teeth and said to him
"Its not ur time, but its gon hurt...
No not you, your mother shall hurt"
He never forgot those lines
Their Fresh in his mind
To this day he lives within tha lines.

To many he is a big brother
He lives like none other
We live to pass on tha knowledge down to mah lil brotha

Bcuz tha haters r here.
In their eyes i see fear
Bcuz many flock to him
Bcuz he's willin to listen.
O so slow to speak,
All can see tha goodness in him

Annoyed at tymes
But hey who isnt
There will alwayz people who wont listen
But Henry listens
eager to learn, ready 2 love
Ready to make her heart soar like a dove
He'z ready 2 stimulate, elevate her soul
He'z ready 2 let her in, so she knowz all dat he knowz

But Henry doesnt rush it,
Henry just lovez it
As they wonder, where tha wordz come
They come from deep inside
Where ma true feelinz hide
Waitin 2 b realeased but he wont let em
Henry only sitz, here to listen

Old Poetry -- What Do You Want From Me?? (11/18/07)

What Do You Want From Me???

I give and i give but wat more can i do?

Am i invisible to you?

You kno dat chu r not 2 me

So wat is it dat chu want me 2 see.

Yes tha past is comin bak 4 me

You showed me dat

But wat can i do

itz scary cuz all dat u showed me is comin tru

You say itz all good

nd ill soon understand

Well cot dayum

wat more do u want from me man

Who can i turn to???

When no one can see you..

Am i losin mah mind?

You was right...

Wen u said there was 1 that would believe

Ok i found her

No questions answered

A couple of coincidences

but datz all

But that just goes back to mah point

But watz tha point of makin a point

Wen itz all connected

But there is no path

Tha one wit tha answers tell you 

Do tha math

Its like playin He say, she say

but chu playin wit ma lyfe

datz wat i say

But i trust

Itz a must

Gonna miss you

Gonna put flowers by your grave

Still i appreciate u poppin up in ma room

Every few dayz

You left this world years ago

You left me wit alot of hope

But somethin's not right

I look over my shoulder, something is near

And I'm so scared, when I'm alone I'm so scared

Now it's inching closer, trouble is near

But nothing's there, when I look nothing's there

I'm outta my mind, I'm running from guilt, but..

Its right by my side, theirs nowhere to hide..

Im havin nightmares

Ma peoplez say im paranoid 

Ma heartbeat's pumpin like sumin aint right

When I go outside I feel something behind me

I'm looking back, but nothing's around me

Oh whats goin on..

Man I don't know, what am I trippin on

Theirs something in the room, its lerking in the shadow

Staring through the darkness.....man I don't know

These four walls are closing in, these voices ain't my friend

Their haunting me, those, those memories

SO IM ASKING YOU...HELP ME..

TELL ME WAT CHU WANT FROM ME....

Old Poetry --- Da Yahoo Poem (11.13.07)

Now remember niggas......i was typin this all via Yahoo IM lol

J Funny: Light brown skin
J Funny: Light blue contacts
J Funny: i call u Goldie
J Funny: but tha name beauty could replace dat
J Funny: i see u
J Funny: i smile
J Funny: i stare 4 awhile
J Funny: mesmerized by ur beauty
J Funny: stare nd smile
J Funny: da living say im weird
J Funny: da dead im stuck
J Funny: i think u da shyt
J Funny: so mayb i am stuck
J Funny: u say ur lookin for a U
J Funny: datz funny..i am 2
J Funny: yes i see u smile
J Funny: i could make dat last 4 a while
J Funny: 4head still blindz me
J Funny: but it only reminds me
J Funny: of why im up
J Funny: at 4:27 in da mornin
J Funny: not yawnin
J Funny: but daydreamin
J Funny: of a day
J Funny: or a night
J Funny: where i could make ya lyfe
J Funny: feel just right
J Funny: i been hurt
J Funny: u been hurt
J Funny: it seems 2 b dat u joccin everything i do
J Funny: or am i joccin u
J Funny: eitha way itz tru
J Funny: dat im stuck on u
J Funny: nd im not tryin 2 move
J Funny: ur friendship not sumin i wanna lose
J Funny: but if given a chance
J Funny: id take like 10 more dances
J Funny: i think mommy would b proud
J Funny: ma lil niece would like u
J Funny: im not rushin shyt...
J Funny: im hopin dreamz do come tru
J Funny: cuz im so into u

Old Poetry --- Mommy Loves You (11/07/07)

Mommy Loves You

There's A Thousand wordz out there

That one could use

Wen tha question is asked

"What does ur mom mean to you?

She'z mah wonderwoman

wen i need her she's there

wen i dont need her...she's still there

who else is gonna b here to do ma hair? (lol)

From tha day i came out tha womb

Til tha day they drop me in ma tomb

I'll always be a momma's boy

I love her, she loves her boy

I always wondered how

She made it through the weekz

When she barely ever got a good nite sleep!

She cooked, she cleaned, 

I watched, I learned,

It used to get rough sometimes

Wit tha separation and all

But my lady always told me

"Don't worry bout me AJ"

Da Lord gon carry us through it all.

I neva stopped believin

She neva stopped achievin'

Even wen i started theivin'

She still showed me love.

You can have all tha steps you want (not me!!)

But chu only get one mommy.

You've got yours,

I've got mine

Call her up, let her know dat chu love her

Let her know dat chu appreciate her

Cuz you kno she appreciates you

We here in college now people

Nd I kno tymes get hard

Gradez may slip, we may fall

But mommy told me dis

Nd ima tell yall

No matta wat happens

She'll always be proud

Just try your best

nd neva 4get...

Dat SHE LOVES YOU

DEDICATED TO: MRS. FUNNY --------- I LOVE YOU MOMMY

#GHOE....it is what you make it Pt 2

Lets get right to it.....as #GHOE is right around the corner......

#7: DRINK!

#8: .......After the show....its the After Party.....

I know plenty of you people reading this are excited for the concert Saturday night. And I'm also pretty sure that you and your team probably wanna hit the club for the great after parties that will be goin' down. More than likely the club you go to has promised that a certain celebrity from the concert is going to be there, which is all the more the reason for you to go.....right? WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL........Let me telllllll you sumin'. I hope you saved up for Saturday night. Because depending on the club and who will be there, you are NOT getting in there for less than $20. Some of you are saying "Shiiiiiiieeet, me & my team got that"....calm down....the night is just beginning. As time dwindles on while you're in a line three times as long as the "Fried Chicken Friday" line at noon and as you're in this line that price can & WILL skyrocket to...ooooo..sayyyyy about $50....to $60........and it will keep going. The funny thing is....if your people got it....they're probably gonna pay it. Yall can have alladat..... not meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

#9: Pssssssssssssssst.............................................DRINK!

#10: .........And then.....its the rest of you......

Some of yall are gonna disregard #8 altogether because you don't plan on hitting the club, you plan on having and/or attending some kinda "EPIC #GHOE House Party". Let me tell ya now...if this party is in walking distance of A&T, be prepared for one of the craziest nights of your life, and that may or may not be a good thing. House parties, in my opinion, are 20 times better than going to the club. There is a more comfortable feeling in the air (thanks to that good ol Liquid Courage!). Now lets take this party, and add #GHOE to the mix. I don't know how many people you expect in your house BUT, do prepare for the worst, because not only do you have to deal with the already crazy students outchea, but the possibility of the people cruising around "Lookin' for a good time". It don't take but one squad of bout 10 people to let the rest of America know where ya party is. Be careful, I don't wanna have to hear about someone else dying at #GHOE again. Not a good look. Sad enough the gentleman was just a visitor from SC. If ya gotta be out in these streets.....remember Rule #3.

#11: .........*Insert Your Drink into your mouth.....and Swallow*..........

#12: Aggie Pride....let it RIP!

I'm gonna keep this really.............REALLLLY simple. If you hear "Aggie Pride" yelled anywhere near you, don't be ashamed, scared, too proud, too cool, or lame. SAY IT BACK! 

#13: Take a shot......Dont ask questions....just do it........NOW!

#14: Most Effin' Importantly.......

Your Effin Grades! For all you first-timers and maybe a couple of you seasoned vets who plan on doing more this year than in the past, go find an old head and have them explain to you this statement, "#GHOE is can ruin your entire college career". Sounds harsh doesn't it, but its the truth. I highly recommend having the time of your life because that is what #GHOE is all about, but let me also remind you of what the word "Homecoming" is all about. Homecoming is for the people that made it out of A&T. Alumni from the many different eras of AggieLand return home, technically while the memories we create during #GHOE as an undergrad give us a reason to come back and enjoy it as alumni, it doesn't mean anything if we lose focus of why we're here to begin with. GO TO CLASS.....even if you have to do it drunk.......GO TO CLASS!....i know I will be (#TeamCamelBak....we outchea!) Don't let this week be the reason we don't see ya ass in the Spring!

@Kid_HeaRTleSS

#GHOE....it is what you make it.... Pt .1

October in the HBCU world is one of the most exciting time-frames in the school year. One word spells it all: Homecoming. Each week, several schools go through the pageantry & excitement of homecoming for a week. In the case of FAMU down in Tallahassee, Florida, 2 weeks. An influx of alumni & friends return to the cities ready for tailgating, networking, reuniting, and of course the good ol football game.

My today I'm not here to speak on all homecomings, just one...because its more than just a "homecoming", its an event, a calamity, its epic....simply put....its "The Greatest"....yes...I'm talking about North Carolina A&T's own.... #GHOE

#GHOE, "Greatest Homecoming on Earth" this year falls on October 27th. But everyone that attends college knows, that homecoming is a week long celebration of exponential growth leading up to Saturday. It only comes around once a year and the weeks before remind us Aggies of Christmas. The anticipation is crazy. BUT, an event like this takes alot of preparation & training because if you partake in the likes of alcohol you know all of what could happen at any given time during turn up hours.....and during #GHOE...."Turn Up Hours" are from 12AM Saturday (the 20th) --- 6AM Sunday (the 28th)...or something like that. Let me give some insight of what you could see if you're a first timer......or again if you're a student/alumnus/visitor etc etc etc.

#1: The earlier you can prepare....the better.

First & most important thing to realize is that Greensboro, for the most part, allows #GHOE to pretty much own their city for a week due to the economic impact it has on pretty much all of the businesses in the city. From hotels to restaurants to clothing stores all the way down the line. It is important to understand that closer that #GHOE gets, people will begin to shop for their outfits, paraphernalia, hotel lodging etc. (Hotels should be booked months in advance....trust me on this one). So shopping for your #GHOE needs should be handled as early as humanly possible because it'd be foolish to think you can roll up in the mall & get something last minute while everyone & their mama is in there doing the same. Alcohol included!!!!!! The ABC imports liquor from Charlotte & High Point to make sure their supply doesn't run low. But it is almost guaranteed that by time that fateful Saturday gets here, your favorite bottle just might not be there. If you have the funds, 'gon head & purchase what you need as early as possible.

#2: DRINK!

#3: Keep your eyes open.....

This one is pretty self explanatory.... #GHOE attracts thousands of people to the city of Greensboro and its guaranteed that if you step out your room or house, apartment whatever, you'll run into a crowd of people. Not saying everyone out there is a dangerous individual but believe me....they will be outchea. In the back of your mind you need to have it in there that a good majority of everyone outside is a "Shoob"....they either are a local, an out of town visitor here to turn up with the aggies, or a friend of an aggie...also here to turn up. Be mindful of your surroundings and trust your instincts...because hey.....shit happens.

#4: DRINK!

#5 If they're not 'bout that "Aggie Life".....leave em at home.....

There is someone out here that is about to have a flashback to a previous #GHOE when reading this one. It is completely natural for Aggies to want their non-Aggie friends back at home to come on down & enjoy the #GHOE experience. That is all fine and dandy, but think about their personalities and what they like to do. Are they social? Are they stuck up? A lil on the "disrespectful to strangers" side? Will they mesh well with the friends you have made down here in Greensboro? If you have answered "Yes" to any of those questions, perhaps you should think about what could happen once they arrive. There definitely has been someone that let their friends from out of town keep them from livin the #GHOE dream because they just didn't mesh well with what they had planned. Don't be that person. Evaluate 'em & make the call.

#6: DRINK!

....to be continued

Aggie Pride!

Old Poetry --- Save Me (11.4.07)

Save Me

Im choking but no one is touching me

Im drowning but its clear to see 

datz cuz there nothing wrong wit me

Its just dat lately

Theres just this feeling

A feeling that has no words

Likez something u dream of as a boy

Besides the power rangers

nd playin wit cha toyz

Its that lil feeling of extreme joy

more joy dat could eva come from hangin wit cha boyz

Nd it comez over me weneva shes around

Im floatin' high up in tha sky 

nd den reallity brings me back down

Mah boyz kno about cha..nd yea dey tryna clown

Tryna say im scared of ya

but dat aint da case

Cus i just kno theres more 2 kno behind dat pretty face

nd i wanna kno watz in ya brain

like do u eva just stare out tha window

nd look straight out in tha rain

nd daydream...as tyme fliez by?

Ive been told ima sucka

Mayb itz true

Mayb im in ova ma head

Mayb i should call it quits

nd mark this mission dead

But if i did that, where dat leave you

Still on a search, searchin 4 da truth

Truth datz not a what, but a who

I got some truth 4 ya

im not perfect..neither r u

but if u come save me

Den ima save you

3:59 AM

Some things just make Home feel more like....Home

Now correct me if I'm wrong, but an apartment is a place you temporarily call home...correct?? And given the fact that this place that I temporarily call home is where I spend 80% of my time, It'd only be right if I make my stay here as comfortable as humanly possible......right??? And with that said....here is my changes to the cribbo....I guess its kinda safe to say I don't really like regular light settings........right?

Blue/Orange light in the main room......

Green light in my room, Red light in ma bathroom

Old Poetry --- Key's Open Doors(11.2.07)

"Keys Open Doors"

If yall seen me
Dat yall know watz good
Cuz Im dat guy..wit all tha lockz on his hood.
Now some have asked
wat do they all mean
Nd to some wat would seem
like a trend to you, is a reminder to me

Deep inside, i cant hide
wat has happened in the past
These memories will forever last, 
inside each lock is the moment
That refused to let ma heart free
Nd these dreadful moments 
Have burrowed a whole in me

But you cant run
You gotta face em
You cant replace lost feelin's
Wit fake ones
Cuz tha past will soon replace them
Then you're just an empty vessel

Some of yall r askin,
How would he Know?
Cuz i been there
ma heart has been way too cold..
for too long.

Cuz i neva was the one to speak
Neva toted the heat
Neva smoked blunt
Neva cussed at ma mom
Neva thought i was da bomb
Deez locks is ma struggle..
O yea i had to hustle


Cuz you see
Tha locks is mah struggles
Locks is on ma door
Life gives ya keys
Keys open Doors
Doors release ya soul
To dat natural high feelin
Dat just makes ya smile
ya happy to be alive
Its tha joy that makez ya momma cry
Wen she sees walk across tha stage
On ya graduation day
So why live wit a hole
In ya heart
You too can start over today