So lets be honest

Let's be honest
Yes. I'm weak
No need to lie about it
I'll fold in the right situation
& im human enough to know it

Let's be honest
The gift I had for poetry
To place my thoughts & dreams on the screen
Transferred through these fingertips
All seem lost....Like it never existed
Somethin like a dream

Let's be honest
my spine hurts
it hurts like shyt
the skin of my back turns red
Because my spine is pressed up against it
Hurts to the point where sometimes I play video games
& tears roll....cuz I hurt like shyt
But I refrain from over complaining...
Cuz theres nothing i'd prefer to do to it

Let's be honest
I hate bougie folk
Not dislike, have a distaste for
I hate bougie folk
your constant disdain
for the things I refuse to take for granted
Things others worked hard to ensure i received
honestly...just makes me believe
You need a boot up your ass.....

Let's be honest
If I had a choice
Between light or dark
I'd choose the latter.
& walk away from it showing all kinds of snark
People fear the dark
Wish it, Leave it, Shun it away...
I like its mystery, welcome it each day
At one point in my life
im became enshrouded in it
& to tell the truth....since im being honest
If you let me....I'll pull you in it......