New Year, Same Me......with some Modifications

Well, its safe to say we survived another "World Ender" and here we are in 2013. I'll be the first one to say that while 2012 was good, I need life to be 200% smoother round deez parts. So for that, I'll be makin' some modifications to my daily lifestyle. Same good ol asshole guy here, but it'll be what I do in my freetime that will need some tunin'. Utilizin my time alot more wisely.


Here goes nothin'.

Old Poetry - Delusional (11.30.07)

Delusional

False truth

Fake happiness

Come in and out ma life

In a revolving door of joy and pain

Makez me wanna lie nd sit in ma window

Chillin, just watchin da rain

I've had those dayz

All tha time

Nd it getz harder for me to focus 

on sumin dat makez me happy

sure i have plenty to be thankful for

so dont get me wrong

But it happens everytyme

Wit each new line dat i rhyme

Nd piece 2getha 

I feel da weather of ma soul changin;/

Sometimes its this warming feeling

Like all is goin ur way

Itz like seeing a newborn child

For tha very first time

Such innocence, such beauty

So little stress goin on im ma mind

But it doesnt take long for me to flash back

Nd backtrack datz itz all a dream

So peaceful nd serene

Now dat aint me....

Snap back into reality

Truth smacks personality

Backhand right to tha mouth

Sadness clouds ma vision

All i see is doubt

Like wat im i doin here

Someone save me

From ma false hope

Cuz itz followin me around

Waitin 4 tha opportunity 

To sit nd watch me choke....

Choke on ma hopez

Choke on ma dreamz

Choke on all tha beauty

Ma eyes have ever seen

Forget it I quit

This section is done

The war is over

The battle has been won

Im tired of tryin..

Tell her im done.....

Old Poetry - A Conversation with Henry Funny by AJ Funny Part III (11.30.07)

The Illusion

Late in tha streets past midnite

Just me nd ma friend, walkin'

Tha man put his gun to mah head

Tha Man Put His Gun To Mah Head

THA MAN PUT HIS GUN TO MAH HEAD

Nd he said "Dont make a sound or I'll killa ya"

I thought it was a dream, but i was wrong.

Tha gun went bang!

Tha Gun Went Bang!!

THA GUN WENT BANG!!!

Wat you've just witnessed was inside of me

Just a lil piece of mental insanity

My 2 haves may be opposite

But they look after each otha

So that ma body neva quits

Itz almost an instant reaction

Wen one'z in trouble, tha otha

Springz into action,

so that i may have relaxation

Henry is calm, AJ is smooth

Henry uses wordz, AJ uses wateva he may choose

Sometimes i control who showz in mah actions

But every1 knowz that there are tymes

Wen insticts take ova,

Nd one loses his mind

IF AJ showz up, trust me you;ll kno

A nigga moment will follow

But its all part of tha show

For AJ loves to see yall smile

Itz his mission to make at least one a day

Henry uses his out of body self

To help those in need

In this world, all he sees is greed

But tha need to always have

Is not sumthin he has

So he chooses 2 give

So dat others may live

Live to see tha joy

That they both see

So plz rememba...there's two inside this one

So close yo mind, close yo eyes

ND OPEN YO HEART....DAMN

Kid HeartLess ---- I Believe

Honestly.....I have no idea where I wanted to go with this video. The song was carrying me in so many different directions. The bassline was resonating with my soul so I had to listen carefully and follow my body's instructions. What came out was a simplistic way of letting of letting my inner thoughts reach the outside world without actually going in depth of what's really on the inside of me.....Enough with the chit chat though.....Enjoy!!!!

Old Poetry - A Conversation With Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (Part II) (11.28.07)

A Conversation With Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (Part II)

AJ Funny 
born April 7th,1989
here liez a child
dat lost his mind

Outspoken in everyway
Skittles is on da menu of his life everyday
Lives life likes it tha last day of school
Lives life likes its all a fool

He lovez tha crowdz, lights, nd excitement

But itz not all fun nd gamez
While Henry sees wit his mind
This here wittle body of mine
Is AJ'z temple
His place to rest, wit it he makez otherz examples
Examples of his body
a Body that is Broken nd dismantled
He would have it no other way

Born without "true" anklez
2 Broken wrists, A long nd short arm
wit his lil s-curved spine All he did was smile, nd step on tha rugby field
nd he made othas feel tha pain dat he feelz
Body alwayz aching, he neva complains
Bcuz he could be dead, gone, slain....

He lives like a fool
Cuz it could be gone
So dont say he's niggerish for no reason
Itz ok if ya call me mean
he sayin wat comez to mind
Cuz he callz em as he sees.

But wat he sees, he does not see
Cuz within his body
Is sumin 2 see
He's tha master of his temple
He's knowz all that goez on
But he does not need this flesh
To take tha world head-on

The eyes he has sees b4 u are seen
The ears hear b4 u speak
His body workz faster than tha flesh
Superman....no...AJ is AJ
wit a few gifts
no abuse of power
but a use of resposibilty here in reality
Puttin ya body in da wrong situation
Will give u a true glimpse of tha lack of rationality
That man has for one anotha
Thatz why he speaks for himself 
Wen tha tyme is right
He doesnt pop gunz
He doesnt square up nd fight
He just playz...cuz thats all he has left
All he has left...until his flesh sells out
Nd leaves his body caught...
Caught in society that doesnt want him there
Caught in tha world that destorys freeness
Tha freeness dat envelops his soul
Itz his soul dat he will neva let go......

Attention Attention.........

I FEEL LIKE SKATING!!!!

Old Poetry -A Converstation with Henry Funny...by AJ Funny (11/28/07)

A Converstation with Henry Funny...by AJ Funny

This is not TI VS TIP
This is nothin u see on TV
Im lettin tha world kno..wat happens to me
Wen two mindz match witz in one body

But before we enter tha conference room of the mind
Im going to introduce you to tha polez of mah mind

Henry Funny born April 7th, 1989
Was a child gifted with tha power of the mind
Be careful of wat chu think
Keep your thoughts to urself
For he can hear all that is not said with a breath
Where this came from, I'll never know
But ill tell you
It is not my eyes that tell me where to go
It is not my ears that tell me wat i hear
It is all in tha corridors of mah mind
That i hear, see, nd say
All thats in mah way

Wen u see Henry, he is not alone
For Henry has a secret, that few would choose to own
Tha eyes that Henry was given
Must've been cursed with sin
Because he knows that tha spirits of the earth
Still walk with him
Not superstitiuos for I have proof
There is no poof, no cloud of smoke
They are just there, ask goldie, no joke

Tha day Henry was shot, his brother appearer over him
Sucked his teeth and said to him
"Its not ur time, but its gon hurt...
No not you, your mother shall hurt"
He never forgot those lines
Their Fresh in his mind
To this day he lives within tha lines.

To many he is a big brother
He lives like none other
We live to pass on tha knowledge down to mah lil brotha

Bcuz tha haters r here.
In their eyes i see fear
Bcuz many flock to him
Bcuz he's willin to listen.
O so slow to speak,
All can see tha goodness in him

Annoyed at tymes
But hey who isnt
There will alwayz people who wont listen
But Henry listens
eager to learn, ready 2 love
Ready to make her heart soar like a dove
He'z ready 2 stimulate, elevate her soul
He'z ready 2 let her in, so she knowz all dat he knowz

But Henry doesnt rush it,
Henry just lovez it
As they wonder, where tha wordz come
They come from deep inside
Where ma true feelinz hide
Waitin 2 b realeased but he wont let em
Henry only sitz, here to listen

Old Poetry -- What Do You Want From Me?? (11/18/07)

What Do You Want From Me???

I give and i give but wat more can i do?

Am i invisible to you?

You kno dat chu r not 2 me

So wat is it dat chu want me 2 see.

Yes tha past is comin bak 4 me

You showed me dat

But wat can i do

itz scary cuz all dat u showed me is comin tru

You say itz all good

nd ill soon understand

Well cot dayum

wat more do u want from me man

Who can i turn to???

When no one can see you..

Am i losin mah mind?

You was right...

Wen u said there was 1 that would believe

Ok i found her

No questions answered

A couple of coincidences

but datz all

But that just goes back to mah point

But watz tha point of makin a point

Wen itz all connected

But there is no path

Tha one wit tha answers tell you 

Do tha math

Its like playin He say, she say

but chu playin wit ma lyfe

datz wat i say

But i trust

Itz a must

Gonna miss you

Gonna put flowers by your grave

Still i appreciate u poppin up in ma room

Every few dayz

You left this world years ago

You left me wit alot of hope

But somethin's not right

I look over my shoulder, something is near

And I'm so scared, when I'm alone I'm so scared

Now it's inching closer, trouble is near

But nothing's there, when I look nothing's there

I'm outta my mind, I'm running from guilt, but..

Its right by my side, theirs nowhere to hide..

Im havin nightmares

Ma peoplez say im paranoid 

Ma heartbeat's pumpin like sumin aint right

When I go outside I feel something behind me

I'm looking back, but nothing's around me

Oh whats goin on..

Man I don't know, what am I trippin on

Theirs something in the room, its lerking in the shadow

Staring through the darkness.....man I don't know

These four walls are closing in, these voices ain't my friend

Their haunting me, those, those memories

SO IM ASKING YOU...HELP ME..

TELL ME WAT CHU WANT FROM ME....