Old Poetry - I Need A Spark (12/01/07)

I Need A Spark....

WHERE IS MA SPARK???

THAT SPARK 2 OPEN UP THA LOCKS 2 MA HEART

THAT SAME SPARK THAT MAKEZ MA DAY RIGHT

THA SAME SPARK THAT'LL BRIGHTEN UP MA DARK

SO ILL KNO MA LEFT FROM MA RIGHT

I COULD GO ON & ON 

ABOUT WAT I NEED

BUT WAT HELP DOES DAT DO

WEN THA ONLY ONE HERE TO HELP ME IS ME

FOR YEARS I'VE TRIED TO DO IT ON MY OWN

I REFUSED MYSELF, WEAKNESS I WOULD NOT SHOW

FOR I THOUGHT THAT I COULD EASE MY OWN PAIN

I FIND THA GREATEST JOY, IN TAKING LONG WALKZ IN DA RAIN

ITZ SEEMED AS IF THA RAINDROPZ WERE SPEAKIN' 2 ME

ACTIN AS MA COMMON SENSE...

AS THA RAIN DRENCHED ME

I FELT COMFORTED

HOODIE LAID DOWN

DA WETNESS RAN DOWN MA FACE

AS IF 2 SAY

I WELCOME PEACE INTO MA PLACE

PLACE BEIN MA WORLD

PLACE BEIN MA GURL

PLACE BEIN DA FAM

PLACE BEIN ALL DAT I AM

BUT NOW TYMES HAVE CHANGED

TYMES SEEM STRANGE

CUZ THA RAIN IS GONE

ND SO R U

YALL SEE THA MA PROBLEM IS

DAT I DONT KNO WAT MA PROBLEM IS

NOW IM NOT ASKIN YALL 2 DIAGNOSE ME

ALL IM ASKIN FOR IS YALL 2 SUPPORT ME

I NEED A FRIEND

I NEED A HUG

I NEED FAMILY

I NEED LOVE

BUT DAMN SOME OF YALL WONT EVEN BOTHER

LIKE BROTHER WITHOUT THA R (LOL)

NOW IM NOT TRYIN 2 GET USED TO DAT

HAVIN 2 DEPEND ON OTHAS

CUZ I WONT RAISED 2 DO DAT

2 THOSE THATZ HELPED ME OUT THIS SEMESTER

THANX 4 BEIN THA BEST FAM I COULD ASK 4

MAY THA THINGZ U DESIRE MOST POP UP AT UR FRONT DOOR

ND TO DAT GURL...U KNO WHO U R
I KNO IM MOVIN 2 SLOW
IM TRYIN 2 MOVE DA LIL BOI AJAR
SO DAT DA REAL ME CAN SWEEP U OFF U FEET
BUT TIME IS OF THA ESSENCE
SO ALL I HAVE LEFT IS ME
BUT THANX ANYWAY