Thinkin about why i cant sleep
Random thoughts and memories
Speed thru my mind doin one fifty
My past...
Thoughts of not belongin
My present
Thoughts of wantin..
My future
Thoughts of.......
Blank.....
I got nothin
And so i wonder
wats in store for me
as each day rolls by
health deteriorates
and i hate
that one day i must leave behind all that i did
but to just roll over and take it
is just not my style
and with that being said
i'll say wat jeezy said
"Run the streets all day, i can sleep wen i die"
If the heavens are callin
then ummmm...im not respondin
I've done so much
Nd i haven't scraped the surface
I'm on the grind for the shine
Cuz i know my purpose
........Or do I
20yrs down
Who knows how many more i have to go
But in the end I just want them all to know
Whatz itz like to experience ma happy
Ma happy is wen u can look at urself
not care wat the world thinks
nd keep it movin
Ma happy is wen u can say wat u want
Nd know that you'll b understood fully
no matter wat u say or how u say it
Ma happy is just simply....Ma happy
Layin on the carpet
Thinkin about the simple fact that
I cant sleep is that maybe
....Just Maybe......I'm not meant to
....Just Maybe......I'm meant to be awake
Maybe i'm meant to be here
maybe i'm meant to mean something to someone
with that lodged in my brain
im sayin this now
no way im quittin life
no way no how
i've done much
i've learned alot
i've met plenty of people
but am i done???
me thinkz not!
im the meaning of get crunk musik
im the embodiment of hope
im the carrier of dreams
from myself to my forefathers
nd i dare someone to prove me otherwise
the world is plastic
....fake
....itz hard to figure out who's wearin a disguise
but time heals ALL scars
nd it also reveals all secrets
so wen i say im pullin off all of life's bars
just kno i mean nothin will stop me from livin
just kno im gonna keep on givin
im on a search for the real
on a search for a chance
a simple chance
.......to live
So sleep...wat is that
I work 24/7
on a strive for perfection
AYYYYYeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
FUCK WIT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Sleep is for those who are ready 2 die......nd im clearly awake....~HeaRTleSS~
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